Me an what is most presious to me

I know my church misses me but I'm like healing I think. I'm in a rebuild mode right now for me. I went back were I was Mrs. Shannon I'm not home less or anything like that. An please don't worry me an Caleb an Nick are a okey. I still see my boy every other weekend in person. When I'm done with what I'm doing to get people off my back an to fix my life with no help from any one. I just want my privacy that's all. An I don't want  no deal s with any one as far as me standing on my own an not being at the mercy of the other person. I'll come back an out of my hole I guess if you wanna call it that. I'll come back to church when I ready thank's for careing about me an please don't pray for me I'm reading crazy love an it's helping some. But I want people to know who ever reads this Renee, Samantha, Amanda an who ever. Those are the three name's that come to mind beside's my dad of course. I'm going to back out to the world that you live in you will see me again expecally you Renee. Every thing you have said to me I will make a lie. Saying no one could love me Amanda. Same on you every day at my job I'm loved cause I'm alway's the guy that bring's a laugh an smile an every one loves my art an creative mind an the way I alway's try to help someone. At least I can say that. Samantha you took away alot from me in my life. You had my instatutionalised at east alabama that was absalutely imbarasing to a guy like me. An the only way that even happened is because I dumped you cause YOU ARE NUT'S! An the school said well he's male an she is female an I so called had a learning disabiltiy that that school said I had because I have a speach problem. Renee I think you are going to hang your self when my son turn's on you. You tell him every day I'm just BJ not daddy but I alway's make sure he has a good time with me. The day will come when you will have to tell him exactly who I am to him. An that guy jay you married he's a cheap imatation of me. He is anothe redneck in this state another lost face that you clam is better than me. Well that's fine just don't say it to me every time I come to pick my son up an I don't know if you noticed this he is starting to look more an more like me. An dad you can't run forever like you did for me an nick our whole live's. Have a nice day. :)

the way of life

we all are control our live s as we see fit. But as other s see fit to toucher soul s as they see fit. So champion s are born to put end to pain that these torchered soul's. As our mind's can only understand so much that it can cripal it's self by just trying to understand what torcher it is being torchered by. To a mother hurting her own flesh in blood. To a father knowing as hard as he must he can never protect he's beloved or his little one. Pain can come in many shapes an form's by why must the one's who surve's our father sometime's we sufer ther most. If you read this I have a question just why does he place us were we are if he know's we will have a option to be scard even thow we wish to live in peace. Shall I quote never more.

WCW Nitro: October 13th 1997: Raven "We're all prisoners"

The Viper s pit: the pit rant s on charlie sheen

The Viper s pit: the pit rant s on charlie sheen: "Charlie this guy is off his rocker I would love to interview him. An just pick his brian because I think not only is it the drug s but I thi..."

the pit rant s on charlie sheen

Charlie this guy is off his rocker I would love to interview him. An just pick his brian because I think not only is it the drug s but I think his ego has a part of his illness to. An this guy refused rehab an got fired because he refused. An then what makes it so stupid he s makeing a millon a show. Dude that is a D A move dude. An what so stupid is in my eyes charlie is bigger than his father well that s it for this pit charlie I ll see you in the paper dead or alive pall see ya=>:}

Art work new

I got some new stuff up but it s under my art section so if you want to see stuff like this . You got to go there an t i evil=>:}